After my album was completed, I wasn't happy with it, and believed, as did others. that the recorded demo versions, produced by Scott Sherriff and myself, were better. The album was never released, and I was let go from Elektra.
Heartbroken, I moved back to Nashville, and remember feeling a profound sense of loss.
Those around me, with whom I had worked and created music for the past year, and all the industry giants around me, were suddenly gone.
I tried ending my life several times, but was never ultimately courageous enough.
I did it so many times though, that I ended up in the Nasvhille mental hospital...